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Unless the Lord build the house, the builders labor in vain…Psalms 127:1

I do it on my own. I struggle, in my mind, trying to build my house. The Lord comes to me and offers the hammer of His love, the nails of His suffering,  the wisdom of His existence. I turn Him down.  I do not feel worthy of the help. I am used to going it alone. It feels comfortable and familiar.

I know how to struggle. What does it feel like to have a reasonable amount of rest? What would it be like to have the Master Carpenter, Jesus build my house?

I hear His voice in an inner whisper, “It will be sufficient, if you let me help you build Michelle.  It will accomplish what your heart has desired it to accomplish. I have to let you struggle until you let me help, because I have the blue prints. You cannot best serve yourself or others  until you let me serve you.”